Ramblings on a wall

I don't have such a good memory of whatever Pastor Kong shared today, but my takeaway was this: Sometimes, a trial or test might break you, no matter how strong you are. But when you are broken, it is a chance for Jesus to mould you into who you are meant to be. A trial may break you so that Jesus can remake you.  The Bible says that God will not test us beyond what we are capable of handling, and He will make a way of escape. I Corinthians 10:13 (NKJV) No  temptation has overtaken  you  except such as is common to man; but  God  is faithful, who  will   not  allow  you  to be tempted  beyond   what   you  are able, but with the temptation  will  also  make  the way of escape, that  you  may be able to bear it. But this is related to the test of temptation. I wonder if the test of faith would be a different test? I Thessalonians 2:4 (NKJV) But as we have been ...

Dear Lord, I am utterly shocked today, when Pastor Lynn called out my name and said, she could see the word "Missions" on my screen, and said that I would preach to nations, and my preaching would "change the spiritual atmosphere" and bless them. God I have been such a terrible two-faced sinner. I have been indulging in pornography, in lustful acts, and basically been an immoral person. Forgive me Jesus. I claim Your blood over my life, to wash away the sins, and I want to repent, to get rid of this terrible habit. I want to have clean hands and a pure heart, because only those who are pure in heart will see God. I want to crush every selfish desire, every pride or wrong attitude that rebels against You, and I want to dedicate my entire life, my thoughts, my actions, my finances, everything, into Your loving hands. Lord I give you my heart, my mind, my soul, my spirit. Let nothing be done by me out of selfishness, but in accordance with the will of God for...