Remembering my calling! MISSIONS


Dear Lord,

I am utterly shocked today, when Pastor Lynn called out my name and said, she could see the word "Missions" on my screen, and said that I would preach to nations, and my preaching would "change the spiritual atmosphere" and bless them.

God I have been such a terrible two-faced sinner. I have been indulging in pornography, in lustful acts, and basically been an immoral person.

Forgive me Jesus. I claim Your blood over my life, to wash away the sins, and I want to repent, to get rid of this terrible habit. I want to have clean hands and a pure heart, because only those who are pure in heart will see God.

I want to crush every selfish desire, every pride or wrong attitude that rebels against You, and I want to dedicate my entire life, my thoughts, my actions, my finances, everything, into Your loving hands.

Lord I give you my heart, my mind, my soul, my spirit. Let nothing be done by me out of selfishness, but in accordance with the will of God for my life.

I thank You for the reminder from Pastor Lynn, and that vision which You have shared with me when I was just a young Christian. I still remember, it was on a boat, with Pastor Kong, on a stage, and the audience was filled with brown people.

I believe that the vision was from You, and though it has not yet come to pass, I believe that if I submit myself fully to You, crucify the fleshly desires in my heart, come to You with all humility and meekness, You will change me and mould me to become more like Jesus.

I can get out of this bad habit. There is so much more in store, much better things than temporary desires and fleshy pursuits which lasts for mere seconds, but bring life time of torment, and robs me of my destiny in Christ.

Thank You Jesus for dying on the cross for me. Thank You Holy Spirit for always showing up when I need You, that in spite of everything that I have done to grieve You, yet You are always a gentle spirit, who will never fail to turn up when You need to. Don't ever leave my side, I pray, Holy Spirit. Convict me of my sins, and as I turn from them, strengthen me so that I will never have to look at another pornographic image or even if I do, the sin of pornography will have no hold on me, I will totally lose all desire to sin against my body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit.

Instead, let me remember, the dreams You have given me, the times where I was able to encounter You so powerfully, the verses which You have promised me.

Break every chain or get rid of every evil spirit in me, I pray in Jesus might name, that I will be set free, and that I will only allow one spirit in me, which is the Holy Spirit.

In Jesus name, I pray, amen. 

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